Passion Is Not a Universal Cure

November 5th, 20095:48 am @ rulesoptional

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Passion Is Not a Universal Cure

Monetizing something you’re passionate about isn’t passion. Go ahead and drink the kool-aid, but it’s lie. Okay, it’s not necessarily a lie, but the promise is a lie. Stop telling everyone that making money off your passions is as good as it gets.

After a few months of blogging, I can (still) say that I’m not really passionate about blogging. I don’t get excited about telling people about everything I do and everything I’m into. The best thing to come out of blogging so far has been the things I’ve learned and the people I’ve met in the process.

I write because I have to get stuff out of my head. I’ve been trying to fall asleep for twenty minutes and I had to open the laptop back up because I knew I had to get this post out of my head before I’d be able to fall asleep.

If I had my choice, I’d spend my days exploring. That’s what I do. Whether it’s exploration of ideas or exploration of locales, I explore. That’s what I’m passionate about. Guess what? Documenting everything is a pain. Dragging a camera along everywhere I go is a hassle. Taking notes is drudgery. Writing for the sake of pushing out content doesn’t get me out of bed in the morning. It feels exactly like a job.

Further, I have reservations about sharing locations I visit because, in many cases, I’d rather have them to myself.

I don’t think I’m alone in any of the above feelings. None of it is shocking. Sure, we go around pretending that doing what we’re passionate about and regurgitating the experience of our passion is the same thing. Sure, doing a job related to something you’re passionate about tends to be better than working with something you hate, but that’s a thin veil.

Here’s what has shocked me. I often prefer to write about things I’m not that passionate about. Take that passion guru consultant people! The things I get the urge to write about are often things like this post… things that bother me and need the attention of ideas and discussion.

My kayak doesn’t need you to know about it. I don’t need you to know about my kayak. I can enjoy being on the water and being in the moment without any consideration of anything outside the moment.

Let’s face it… If you’re reading my blog, you’re probably a geek. So… let’s get quantum physics for a second. The things I’m passionate about present as waves when I’m doing them for myself. When I’m attempting to record and document and verbalize them, they present to me as disjointed granular particles. Not only does it take me out of the moment, but I get bummed that no strength of prose or photography can put you close enough to me to feel anything the way I feel it.

Before you join the cult of making money from your passion, at least consider that analyzing and monetizing and measuring what you’re passionate about might put a little too much Schroedinger in your cat.

There’s nothing in this world I’m passionate about that I’d rather document than do. Is there really any other reasonable option? Seriously.

Don’t answer that by saying you’re passionate about writing. That’s different and spirals into an infinite scenario about writing about writing. I’m not denying that one can be passionate about writing or photography or whatever. I love those things, but I love them for themselves and on their own merit and in certain situations.

Insisting that monetizing a passion is as good as the passion itself is like saying documentary filmmakers passionate about film who are documenting Nazis are passionate about Nazis. Bad logic! Really bad logic to design your entire lifestyle around.

Well anyway, I’ve offloaded enough of this to sleep. My duty is done for the moment. Your turn.